HA! Yep, broken again. Damn the cyclical cycle.
Sometimes I feel that I am working so hard. Pedaling, pedaling, pedaling..... But I never get anywhere. I'm on a bike that only seems to work backwards. I'm so tired of pedaling; my legs are sore. I'm tired of not getting anywhere.
Maybe it would be different if it was just my grief.... But I feel like my whole life is work, work, work and no forward progress. My job, my relationships, my personal growth. Am I just flogging a dead horse into pulp with my endless attempts? I'm tired. I wonder how the horse is feeling.